i was back to this blog and reading all my entries. i was like wtf am i writing about. i sound like a pussy grouching about minor stuffs

yeah... its been damn long... Sorry was forced into conscription ... Singapore slave .army boy. whatever the shit is. . army is the worst thing that has happen to me anyway...

well army showed me many sides of life, had a fair share of really nice people and shittiest people u can ever meet on the planet. army has also shown that i am pretty low in intelligence too. hahaha

anyway i am now in the artillery , where the commanders demand respect from you when they dun deserve it. and sgts from JC wooo! smart boys that gives us shit when we are force to serve this asswipe national service.too much national education screwed their brains.( not all sgts, some are pretty reasonable)

i just torn my ligaments.i just bumming around at home. i cant really go anyway with crutches. ok thanks for your time

FOP stands for festival of praise ...its a festival where all churches comes together and have a church service.

yeah... the pastor said this" any parents who feels that their family members(sons/ daughters) leads the wrong life and have disappointed them" " please stand up"

and after some parents in the stadium stood up

the pastor said " its not your fault, they should be responsible for their own situation"

i believe. all those parents who stood up cares for their children and is being responsible as a parents thats why that its not really their fault, because the situation is beyond their control.

i have blamed my parents for being uncaring, thus i am today is their fault! But no, they are not perfect yes, but still are responsible parents

for me, my parents are caring... and let i have really let them down but defying them. the more they nag , the more i do it. I have the best mum in the world i know, and yet i have let her down and broke her heart.

i should have my limits.i always feel very empty inside sometimes. i shdnt have mix with the wrong people.
Remember my mum nagged me when i took up the ktv job, i was so self centered. tot it was fun to have such a job. didnt know it sinked into more vices that bastard/dog pulled me into....

i am just blessed to be alive really... =)

ANYBODY HIRING A artist , having good photo shop skills, and a good eye for detail, all works by me , thank you






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